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Life aint Easy

2010-05-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

quote for the day :
"Don't wanna love you if you don't love me..Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too"

ghee....hm...thinking of wat had happen in my life...there's miserable part..there's happy part...there's memorable part..there's unforgettable part...there's alot alot alot alot of different type of part..alot.. indescribable...but at this point...the greatest things happen in my life is every single experience i've gone thru..every single person in this world will experience diff kind of experience..and some of it make every single person become more mature..but some people..need more than that..

my life..is great..

i am happy to become a "SINGLE" lady ..
i am happy to become a "LOVELY" daughter..
i am happy to become a "BeST" Friend..
i am happy to become a "valuable" employee..
i am happy to become a "sweet" Big Sister...
i am happy to become every single role that i am in ..in my daily life...

yea yea yea..agree that there's not always "HAPPY"...but think of happy..making me to appreciate my life more n more..

but..not all is great...which..i need to make diff movement..

i am sad to become "not helpful" colleague.
i am sad to become "cant be count on" daugther/sister/family member.
i am sad to become "useless" friend.
i am sad to become "less productive" employee.
i am sad to become "the most sarcastic" person.

the most sadness is ...because i DID NOT APPRECIATE my SELF....

and yes..i need to improve it.....and yea ...i am improving and trying..day by day..

but...keep on thinking..

when can i start my next path of life?...hmm..the answer..is not with me..and im patiently wait for it..:)..

...ALLAH..please give me the strongest strength that YOU could..for me to go thru..my life..day by day...cause i need it the MOST..more than everything.....

actually...really wanna write more...all was in my mind yesterday..but all gone after a day of tiring work..haha..need to write more in future..:)..

friday..a day with BFF-post birthday celebration..and ouch!..i have'nt buy her gift..

saturday..sweet Old fren wedding :)..cant wait for it..:)..owh...gift n dress also have'nt buy...gosh gosh gosh..time flies~~~~....

my month - JuLy

2009-05-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

JULAI

* Sangat suka didamping. --- YeszA ;)

* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki. --- DunnO

* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang. --- YesZa

* Ada harga dan maruah diri. --- Off Coz

* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan. --- Very CorrEct

* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus. --- YEsZa..very the Correct

* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain. --- yes yes Yes...

* Sangat peramah. --- CorRecT!~

* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya. --- DamN CorreCt

* Berjiwa sentimental. --- Hmm??..

* Jarang berdendam. --- yea..Very Rare..

* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan. --- A Ah..CorrECt..

* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh. --- hmm....??

* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental. ---tak PraSan plAk

* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang. --- peka?..dunno..others..YesZa

* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang. --- hmmm ? ? ? :D

* Tinggi daya simpati. --- hAaH

* Pemerhatian yang tajam. ---kiNd off..

* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian. --- kindA

* Mudah dan rajin belajar. --- yea !..:P

* Suka muhasabah diri. ---SanGAt SUke

* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama. --- yea Betul

* Suka mendiamkan diri. ---sometimes

* Suka duduk di rumah. --- yes yes yes.

* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan. --- hahaha..correct..Come Bebeh!

* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa. ---hahahah..btol2

* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut. --- very the Correct

* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet. --- :(..betol yg amat

* Minta disayangi. --- yes.. i LOVE to be LOVE

* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih. ---..correct....!!!

* Terlalu mengambil berat. --- betol jugak

* Rajin dalam membuat kerja ---hehe..ye kot..tp mmg macam yea..!!

kunang2 dinner

2009-04-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Thanks ayah!~..:P...his treat tonight!~...we had a very nice dinner again tonight at Kunang-kunang restaurant.. im full!!..me n sista planned to get the cheapest western food there cause we thought that it might have the smallest portion of food compare to other's western food there but..hahaha.."the fish and chips" turn out to be "WT"?...damn full.ahahah..but thanks ayah~....your kids really full n BURP~opsie..:P..hehu..here some pics!...the food as usual..nice n reasonable..but this time around..dad said..the curry mee not that good as before..but still good..hehu..~...but we still njoy!..:p.

LittLe bit heRe n There...

2009-04-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

~~haiiiizzzzSS~..few months Didnt Blog....ma' Bff keeP on MumBling.."WheN u Wanna Update UrBlog dear"...blA bla n Bla..:P..ok deariE..updated Today.. litTle bit Update Here N There 4 PAst few MothS...froM wat I can RememBer...ghhEe

BowLing n eaT(Jan)
for the Sake of Attlasian Manager( if im Not mistaken lar).we had a very good dinner @ Madam Kwan..i ate wat ek?..ayak..Cant Remember..hhehehe.owh ya!...kuew TiOw souP..yea..i ate That..I thiNk he Ate too much..he wantED to test All Kind Of MalaySian Food..So we Brought Him there..and then..TARA...he Said its SPicy..his face turn to red..hehe.but He like it..alot i guess..:P..he is very friendly..I LIKE!!~(tag my bff)..heheh..and cute also..hehe..then afta the DinneR..we went for bowling.. and the WinnEr goes to Andrew..;)..so Cute..and im the 2nd..yeahoo!..even tho dis the second time i played..ghee..i win i win..:P..my score?..cant remember Tho..

KanChiNg WaterFall Trip (Jan)
We Decided to go to Kanching water Fall a week before the date..and on date..once after subuh solat..me n siblings started to prepare Sandwiches...yuMmy~..and we Ayah back from masjiD..we all gettiN' ready and yeay...depart depart..:P...we stopped by some place for Ayah TO have his Tea Time around 9++..then..we TapAu some nasi lemaK and bihun and MinerAL bottle...then..Chiow~..reaChed KanchinG alMost 10..then..we all looked for a pLace for Landing..then..we found one good place.and ahahah.me n sista' go changed and jumP into the waterFall..COLD giler!~....Yea.la..PAgi Hening..:P...play2...for almost 2-3 hours..then..We all cabot from There around almost 1pm..when the time got lots of human comPare to the morninG time and the water..Not so cleaR nmore...we had a good Time there n njoY it ALot..

OffiCe CNY deCo CompetiTion..(Jan)
when The COmMity..CAlled..."Guys we have an annoucement"..ghee..wat r They plaNnin' to do Ek?,dub dab dub dab..harap2 not sumtin' stupid.."we are organizing a deco competition..bla bla bla..for a group and individual..n the best part is the individual..we gave u "the thing" to deco tomorrow"..then..the next day...each person 2 bijik Mandarin oranGe..stupido..i just .."wat the.."..the orange Deco mus represent ur self...more "stupido" words come out from ma' mouth..hehehe..and...at the n of de' contest...hehe...tara..below is de' output..:P..mine..was a very last minute work..a lady muslim cancer..heheh..we did njoy eating the dinner..and yee sang really nice..I LIKE!~

X-ColleaGue WeddIn' (Feb)
KuMar stepped in to his X office..hm.."i got an invitation for everyone"..ghee..kahwin kahwin..less one more handsome Guy..:P..gatal btol ako ni..few of us went there.at kelang there..so far..i dunno la the place name..some hall..we waited from the 1st ceremony...i think got lots of ceremony..then at last..makan!~...took some pic wif my cutiey oMniEy...

PArenTs BirThday(March)
moM n Dad Same month...my and sista's and bro duNno wat els eto buy for their birthDay..ayakk..both of them almost got everything they needEd..and..think think think...we decided to buy a clothes..hehe...for Dad birthDay..he decided to have a small kenduri at mosque..together with bacaan yasin...then for mom..we went out for a dinner at TupAi-tupai..:P..we njoy both birthday celebration..and my dad birthday is lil bit special since its the day he retire..so...happy belated birthday to both of my luvLy parentS..

EaT MomeNt(March)
makan2 at Satay Station @ampang..nICe..and thumb Up.the best eva Satay in Malaysia( i guess)..the place is good and nice..the satay also damn nice..they only serve satay and bandung me..;)..but satay is enuf for me..;)..

MoviE moMent ( AprIL)
yea..movie moMent..went out for few diff movie..upin ipin with az1d...dragon ball with maito and Az1d..we have agood time watching people ice skating..and yeah..we did njoy our outtin'..then..some window shoppin'...then..followed by..SHOPAHOLIC with my bff...window ShoppIng and shopPin to..and collect her membership card..and eat AT KopitIam..and..survey modem pricey at Lowyat..Sakit Kaki Haku..dgn kasot tumit..am rileks pakai flat..sengall....she gave me a perfume..present...from my BFF..and yoga CD..luv ya am!~..then..Fast Furious 4 wif Tim Tim..and dinner at bangsar vIllage..njoy njoy..n njoy..waiting for next movie next month..gheee

OffiCe Gurl's Fwen DInnEr(ApriL)
out out out..went out with x colleague and colleague at chili's ..all about gossipping..and chatting..we njoy alot talked about lots of topic with each others..actually the gathering is for our luvly Ooi Wai that gonna Gte maRry v soon.ghee..kahwin sudah si cantek itu..:P...took some pic wif ah Chee new camera..nice man!~...:P...i LIKE...heheh...and dats it!..n of my post for this time around..~

opsie!~..last but not least(APril)
this month only able to bought 1 stuff for my own..new sport shoe..:P..here some pic's..

mooDy Day..

2009-01-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

igh..~..its my MooDy Day..GHEeZ...everything StArtUp when I got Lots Of EmaiL froM ***.. He FwDiNg ALl His woRKs to Me..Which Most of Them DroP iN His MaiLbox whIle He weNt For hiS VacaTion...n I toT reALlY dun Have Any IssuE...But GhEsZzz..and...as UsuAL..iM confiDent TO hanDle it..n FOund One more iSsuE with otheRs proJect...My ColLEaGue FouNd The ProBLeM eArliEr..whiCh suppOsElY it hanDle by Me..Due to My tuRn..its OK shes BeinG so GEneRous To HanDle It. APpreCiate it MUch..but.i TOt SHe's ConFIdent to hanDle it SInce SHe HandlE it B4..but at LAst SHe BuG me ....and KeEp on dePendiNg on Me..the iSsue That I ABle TO resolVe by MySelf...wif A VerY ShorT time..HandlE by my ColLEague and Take lonGer Time And my ColleAgUe DraG me Into it....gRrrrr!!....and The New ProJEct to suPPort..reALly need AttenTion..GheZs...sigH~...iTs reAlly Took aLL My MooD 2 WorK for the WhoLe Day!..Shi*o..i Dun Even Have Any Mood To Work For the WholE day..n Its DraG Ma dieT for The day Too!...ruinIng mY dieT!...arGh!!...feEl Like waNNa Shout it Out LouD...but..cant..Jus Keep It...sigh~...i TooK luNCh..n DinneR..n i DidNt..DDr...:(...How Im goNna Lost 2 morE kG's withIn 6 More Days..:(...Shi*o...but WatEva HAppeN ..juSt leT it Gone With n Of The Day...haiZ...I neEd to Study New ProjecT to SuppOrt!......gaNbAte!...and..My CurrEnt Fav Song.. Im ListEning To is.."Di Hari PerSanDingAn Mu"...reAllY mAke My tearS come Out...Non Stop!.. :( ...

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TIREDD! + fun.

2008-12-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

hehe...yeAh...I aM DaMN tIRED..atm i write tHis Blog..I am DAMn TIRED..but...I am Having A very enJoy n FUn day..today..hM..i Came Out ABout 11AM..anD StucK at LRT statIOn For ABout 1 hour..tiREd..Due TO Few ThinGS haPPEn At The SamE TimE..Me N My GurL freN a.k.a OffIce MAte Went KLCC To Have ALOOk At The List of MOvieS ShoW todaY..N..We PlaNNEd EaRlier To Watch "BEDTIME STORY" and we FOund ThAT This MOrniNG stARt ShowINg OnLiEY At 5.50PM..OMG!...i CanT BelieVE it..But..We hAve DeciDed to Watch It..SO I'Ve SuggeSted That We wAtCh 2 MovieS toDAY..after SOme discussIOn and we Have DecIDe to watch 2 moviE and the 1st movies we Watch Was "YES!MAN".This MoviE is DAMN COOL and HilArious..We CanT Stop LaughiNg Since It StarTed Till The ENd Of thE Story..COOol...ahaha..And i Give 9.5/10 marK for This Movie..And For ThE 2nD moVie..BEDTIMESTORY..its Kinda BoreD..not That InterESting..cauSE thereS some PArt is BorED..but IT Still FUn..i give 7.5/10 mArk For ThiS moVie...and...B4 OUr 1st Movie StartEd..We Went to HavE Lunch At A ResTaurAnt CallEd "thE ApartMEnt"..tHe Food That I OrdeRED is Quite NICE...buT not verY MArveloUS..And mA' FreN fooD...I Can Tell Its Worst!..hehe..HELlO..My MoM Can CooK MuCH MucH More BetteR Than That..and thE MeaL that i Had so CalleD "***** GriLLED ChiCken" and My Fren She ATe "ENGliSH MUTTon CurRY"..and The DriNKs..mIne Is Too GAssY..N..Not..ThAT GOod...DuNnOo How COme "LEMOnADE" is SO GassY..n I BEt My FreN driNK QUitE oOK whiCH She HAd A WaterMelon JuiCE...anD..We HAd A BReak B4 The 2ND Movie wIth "HaaGEn DaZs"...Its NIce..And DeliCious As UsuAL..but as UsuAL also..The WaFer Is SweET..hehe..But We StiLL Able TO fiNIshed It..anD..We alSo dId Some WinDow SHoppiNG...ClotheS..SHoeS..as USuaL too..GurL..cAnt ReAllY aVOid thiS..HehE..YEaH.Its DamN TIRED...2 movie in One Day..I wonDer How COme My BRo CaN wAtch 5 Movies One day?...OMG.. i Will TOtAllY FainT b4 I reAch HomE.. :p..NWay..Such A GReAT daY..nJOy it SOOOO MUch!..THaNkS TO MY Buddy..Mai..

life as a SINGLE..bored?.

2008-11-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

AhAks..its Noo...waa..Ive finiShed My House Work for TOday about An hour ago..my part Today is..wash All Clothes..Clean Up Fish..and bLend the OniOn+GIngeR+gArLic...Yeah..Done!..im proLly going Out Wif My SIsta. The Lil One..SgWanG maybe...YEsTerdAY had a GooD time With ColleagUe On ShOPpIng and TasTing FoOd for the DinnEr.and DeCo..Our DeCo Is VEry NIce....ReallY SOlute..Our Self..HahahAH. And For THe Food Taste..We've Tested IzzI fooD..it Is OK...HEre SOmE PicturEs. And COmmENts.

And..THe DECO PArt..tHis Is Our HArD WOrk OutPut..GheE. NiCe SeYhh!!...I Like it I Like iT...huhu...

I haD bouGHt A 2nD Hand DDR pad FroM sumOne and THe COndiTIOn is reAlly 99% NEw..And i Njoy DanciNg b4 SleePiN' For Few Night AlReady..except For Last NiGht.Really Tired Day for The DeCO..Buying Stuff and FOoD TastinG.Here my uSb DDR Pad..Cool..and NicE.

~~~AdiOZ!~~~~~SalAm

Tired Wednesday

2008-11-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

hiahz~..its a very VERY very tired working Day...ive spent most Of my time toDay which is about 2-3 hours to log My time for the pass 4 weeks!..i am SICK..really sick!..ahah..every month WheNnever my LuvLy MaitO wanna GenerAte monthLy Report....I am the one that will hold her work..heheh..ghee..sorry MaitO!...and im patiently waiting to Resubmit The gXRS COF and its really make me crazy..coz i spent AlmosT 4 hours to perfOrm ResubMission..gHee..tirEd tired..Tired...dono y loTs of things.. and i onLy able to Completed few of my tasks...sigh~...GanbAte!...Ive SpOke With my ManageR on the New Bie..its Not that I donT like the New Bie...But the New Bie need To Learn and Part of lEarninG iS abouT asKing.!!!.YEs..Ask...Ask..ASk...as Much QuestioN as U Can!...yeahh!!!!..ANd..DOnt DreAM on Being SOmeThing Big If eVen Small ThingS u Cant Even Take care Of it!...Work..!!..WOork!...WOork!...yeah..Live is AbouT work!..If the "reWard" is truE...i reAlly hope i can GraB my "SamSung Omnia"..of my LuV..ahahah....YEah..OmNia BeyBeh..here I come..ghee...I dont Really Like To Talk About PoliticC..ArtiSt...WorLd Stuff!..arGh..i juSt Like to taLk about My WorlD!...yeah...My WorlD...:P Ghee..ahaha..Im WaitinG for Izzi...Here We go IzZi..yeah...My BloG..Still Messy...And SimPle..i Might Wanna Take onE dAy to reOrgaNize iT..yeah..One Day!!!..oK. out For toDay..

~~~AdiOZ!~~~~~SalAm